我会照顾自己

自从新年期间家里所发生的事后，
家里慢慢的发生越来越多事情发生~

昨天听到某人快要做爸爸了，
我快做阿丫姑姑==
不讲的话，应该有人猜到的...

下个星期就要考试了，
还可以有那么多的烦恼...
年轻人就这样吗？

爱情
亲情
友情

友情可以让我快了
亲情 每天谈话不超过十句
爱情 我永远只是一个失败的人

爱得太深 太容易让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦 太容易不顾一切满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘份 但我还....><

跟他又做回朋友...
我不知道我要做些什么 也不知道我可以做些什么
说好的幸福
那里阿？
说过不算？



一直告诉自己
“不要理，爱他只是我一厢情愿”
说唉多今年就没事
结果你说
我们玩完

竟然发生在我身上3次了

下一次，不懂及时还会再发生...

CNY 2011

I LOVE BEER~♥♥

整个新年...

没以前那么好玩了，

每个人都长大了~

都玩赌钱...

不像以前...

烟花~只有2 次而已~~RM10

孔明灯~

我写得...
每一次都给到家人看到><

没骂

今年不敢吃零食了~肥阿~~~

今年最喜欢吃的是肉干~~~油+肥==

ALLAN&JOEAN FOREVER ♥

下面那个不好看~XDD

很久没有化妆的我~

亲戚说我有本钱了~长大了~

文叔搞笑的样子~还是第一次见~

黑黑的~

这些~总共RM88~(发发)

星期六会的时候,
跟弟弟第一次拥抱~

当大家放开手的时候,

弟弟的眼眶满的是眼泪...

第一次弟弟用这种眼神看着我~
弄到我有舍不得的心情~
弟还告诉我说：“3月12日，一定要回来啊！”
我也答应了他
我们还勾手指。

CNY 2011

2011的新年还真的快放假~







星期5(28.1.2011)

逛了ts, sg. wang...6个钟

只买了一条腰带,

第一年没新衣穿



以后逛街要找对人~

不然,买不到衣服...



晚上去看戏~












IM GOOD GIRL...BEFORE 12 AM REACH HOME....XDD





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Saturday...(29.1.2011)



Prayer meeting...

go back home...



Elstin,Y.wei,Rini,Lina,Hong come my house n do geografi project...



after tat...we play play..

basiikal...miss tat moment...cause...funny ...with elstin...

didnt take photo>

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Sunday...(30.1.2011)

Time For God in the morning...

Afternoon Prepair go back hometown...

I can see my dearest n hatest brother...XDD

long time didnt go for long trip....

feel like wan to vomit...><

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MISS YOU...MY DEAREST DAD...

Dad!!!

Miss u so much...

did u c me?

I did see You about 8 year..
I Miss Your ppl..

I Miss Your heart...

I Miss when I sleep tat time You tell me story n sing song to me...

Miss tat feel...

When gotta to find ur person...

I receive some message from other ppl talk to me...

U have another family now...

some more got son and daughter now...

What can I do now?

I still wanna to find You?

If i go and find You I disturb Your family?

Your son and daughter call me sister?

Dad...You still remember me?

Dad...You still miss me?

Dad...

Im grow up jor..

DEAR DADDY,

NO MATTER WHERE I GO IN LIFE...

WHO I GET MARRIED TO...

HOW MUCH I SPEND WITH GUYS..

HOW MUCH I LOVE MY BOYFIREND...

YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER 1 MAN

SINCERELY,

YOUR FIRST DAUGHTER..

CHAN PUI KUAN

THIRD DAY...

Gotta to crazy for today...
study study study...
stess..

today i just like very guai lui at school...
got butang button..did floor shirt..long dress...
haiz...
this year cant naughty jor...cause got many disilpin teacher...

5.20wake up...
6.15 wait for bus...越来越迟...but today go out bring phone...
i always wait so long because my bus 6.30 only come...>

go school ofcoz for study...not play play d...
when expectation for math class...
when teacher come in n teacher tat time 杰,kok gen n me gotta to sleep...
because this teacher teach until too clearly...
make we all so sienzz...
then i tell myself... "better last year i dun wan tution math.."
sienzzz jor...in MATH..

at the PSK class...
the teacher do the action let we all laugh until so loud..,><
then the teacher say"rambut sudah panjang..good~"
walao..who r u woo...

then BM class...
sienzzz.. dunno wat she talking...
i just take put my phone play play...

after class..somore got chinese class....
talk so much...

after class take teksi go back home..

bath...
sms...
sleep...7 pm-11pm><
wake up...
eat dinner with bro...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End For Today~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

vc with u so happy...

nice to meet u~ XDD

STILL GOTTA TO WAIT....

Another day to school...
everyday when wake up from the dream..miss u..n somemore think until PMR==
stress?
this year i gotta to hardworking...
i wan to tell someone I CAN DO BETTER THAN HE!
i always dun let myself stress..because i know i will crazy for my subject...
how can i study?
wat the way let me study better wont crazy?



5.30...wake up...
normal thing...
6.10 wait for bus...n take milk...
thinking for something tat i cant understanding in sejarah==


reach school...
study...
after school some more want to go chinese class...TIRED!MAN!


2.00
buy book then go some where to eat thing with someone...
then qiao ni , yanyee n me walk together to my house...
that i cant believe yan yee can go with we all to go back home..
then after reach my house then yan yee go with qiao ni...
go back home tired....
got many thing to do but...im lazy to do...
go bath n sleep awhile==5 min><



when parent come back that something happen...
call me call someone to talk to him...
haiz..
wat's happen?
someone though we 2 is couple...
then tell my parent...who is tat?!
simply said d...
but if let me guess then i know who is tat...
if i find it who say like tat i would let the ppl suffering whole life!!
得罪我的人~没有好下场过!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~End For Today~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

17th cant get ur suprise...

u tell me tat we gotta to wait until 2 year...

last time u call me wait u until exam...

now u call me wait after 2 year..

r u crazy?

i just wanna to tell u after 2year my heart wont change to u...

wish u too...

爱情不能勉强~

失去了才会后悔~

这一次错,那...下一次就不要再错下去了...
有些东西,不是你的就不是你的~

是你的始终都会回来的~

NEW TERM BEGINS

school opens~
on9 game should be delete?
something i dunno how to answer for few ppl question..heacdache...
just only 1st day at school then gotta to spent RM200.00 for anything with my book n yuran...
i think this month my mum should be pokai adi...==



yesterday sms with someone then fall sleep...><
12.00++someone call me then i awake...
tat time still very blur><





5.30 alarm...陈佩君起来！起来啊！funny alarm...XDD
6.00++bring a milk then wait for bus come...wait so long...



after go bus..^^
Long time no see my LOH SIN MUM...miss a...


go school...
everytime im the early reached school...
now...3F waiting for me(besides gen gor..)
we are also same class....yeah...GOD BLESS WE ALL...
I love my friends so much...
this time...change place adi...change partner...
白痴派=婷、花
高等派=杰、我
XX派=根、小肥人
thinking for this 1 also geram lo...
杰=我要坐那边~
我=来啦~
杰抛下阿根跑来我隔壁==
杰=根，有新朋友跟你坐leh...
小肥人拿着那个书包跑去阿根旁边坐==
不知臭~dunno wat is shy d ppl only do this...did ask anything then sit beside ppl...NO MANNERS...F

everybody so tired><
gotta to sleep but got class...sleep awhile only...
Hate the time table...
Tuesday ...ppl not yet wake up then wan ppl to study sejarah...make me sleepy...

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miss u so much...

u always got class then go revision n sleep..

did chat with me more than last time..

i know u got exam comING

i know i stubborn..

but i need u...

im always waiting for ur message n call...

my phone 24 hour open for waiting for u..

i did but silent my phone because i scare u later u find me i did answer...

i know tat our promise..AFTER YOUR EXAM...

i just wan to let off at here...

i did tell u about this,because i scare u say me bother...

MISS U SO MUCH...

3个选一个?

那一个?

怎样选?

很难选吗?

怎么我不会选?