10.8.2010

this is all my miss doggie~
this morning parents say can take back~
some more 3~
but~
somebody sm me say someone her friends want~

1st very dun like to gv another ppl~
but the somebody talk to me~then friend wan~~~
haiz...
miss so much~

I have a touch I wan pet~~~~
cause always c the dog-->JOJO sienzz jor~~~
fish cant play wif the fish~
haiz...

go church

go eat....
about 11-17 ppl go n eat(including me)
i also dun understand
y i seat at the middle there,
i think have ppl talk to me or something chat to me~
BUT!!!
y always like tat?
u noe i hate the feel like tat...
i hate the lonely feel~
NEXT TIME!!!!
i go another table n eat...
dun wanif uu all...
becoz y?
all the ppl got the thing to say wif another ppl~
but ,me?
how aout me?
nobody wan to talk to me~
OH MY GOSH~
WHAT THE FUCK!
HATE IT!
HATE U ALL!

after eat~~
bil~

something i thnk about myself in the car~~~
wat happen to my friends n me?
is my FALSE or there all GOT PROBLEM?
i cry inside the car...see the sky....n i tell myself...nothing is the best what i c in my eyes~
so~
nobody in my eyes also not the prefect...

when i go back home,
i playing wif my NEW phone....(from..brennan teh)
i noe wat the phone problem...
no vibrate~
no light outside~
haiz....
dun noe wat phone i wan use~

2moro no need to go skul~~go 9 wong ye~~
haha~
tuesday baru pergi sekolah~

until now still wif penny video call~
haha~
penny still dun wan to sleep~
sei ye~sleep a~~~~~~

today,
at church in front of me have a daughter n a father~
daughter n father hug each other...
i sad~~
DAD!
WHERE R U?

I like u becoz of ur love to me~
I like u becoz of ur k 4 me~
I like the smile u smile to me
I like u becoz u let me happy than last time~
I love becoz no reason...
6th day wif u...